A Total Lost Of Mind
There are too many things happened recently that make me lost control. Too many troubles, problems…make me feel so lost with my life. Sometimes things happened unexpectedly, you will feel that is it somewhere goes wrong ? Recently, i feel so hopeless with my life, why bad things come one by one and even happen at the same time. I feel so torturing… a total lost in my life…
Last week, i had contact my Ex to ask for his help, at the end, he didn’t. Ha….. I thought, we are friend even can’t together anymore as we promised. But after happened that things, i think i need to rejudge our friendship. What a good reason of “busy with my work” and didnt give any response for whole night long. Unbelievable. Ha….. Well, anyway…. doesn’t matter. It won’t hurt me anymore, but just dissapoint with the human nature. Lucky, my friends always there to help me when i’m hopeless…..
Do you believe in fate ? Yeap…. i believe in fate. I’m believe in god, what suppose to belongs to me will come to me at the end. Do not over expected, do not blame anyone else when things goes wrong, just believe that the good day will come to you at the end.
I should just very very very concentrate with my work, concentrate on how to make more money and make my life better. I’m always refuse to give up on something i want, maybe this is my weak point too. Gambatte gambatte !!! Don’t cry , Crying is useless ….. it doesn’t help anything, Do not give up yourself, for the one love you and for yourself too….
26/11/07 1.05am
